I've always been the type of person to put in more than enough effort into something. When it comes to getting what I want, I go for it. I make the plans for my friends days in advance and watch when they make other plans. I tried to talk things over to make things better, but somehow he didn't see I was worth any value to him.
Right now, I just want to know if the people I care so much about think about me nearly as much as I do them
Because it doesn't seem like it at all. After spending three weeks alone, save for my parents and the two times I've gone out and did something, I'm not too optimistic