I'm scared for it to turn tomorrow and then I'll have to think about how today this year and today last year are completely different. We came full circle, I guess. I saw you yesterday waiting for me in your driveway and immediately thought of the last time you did that, on that perfect day in June. On that gorgeous day, we didn't know about the rut we would keep falling into, about the apartment we would essentially share, all the amazing times, or just how hard this was all going to be. Ever since, I've fallen asleep clutching Moo like I wish I could do to us- if I hold on tight enough, maybe this all won't fall away from me. If I hold on long enough, maybe everything will go back to how I wish it would. That's not the case. You're airborne right now, leaving behind the state we know so well together and heading towards an oasis for an indefinite amount of time. I miss you already. All I've done this morning since you called is listen to music and try to make myself miserable. This is quite the effort, since my car stereo has decided to stop working, but trust me, I've done it. The funny thing is, looking back on this past year there wasn't anything I would have done differently. I would choose you every time. Because every minute has been worth it. The times you've wondered are only because you strived to do what was best for me and make me happy. Any questions were answered with a kiss on the forehead and looking into brown-blue-green eyes and seeing an answer. Nothing feels right when it's not from your arms.
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